Faking a Bad Break Up

I realized I got much more emotional faking a bad break up than I was when I actually got broken up with.  Probably because a- I had to give the newbie RLAs something tough to deal with and b- because breaking up with him was the best decision I made that year.  Back in high school.  Wow, I'm beginning to realize how long I've been single now.  Almost 3 years.  And I don't regret it.  Sure, it would be really nice to have a boyfriend (and I know my grandmother would love it), but I don't think I really have the time.  I can barely manage my own life right now, more or less try to include someone else into my busy schedule.